love yo! :D

2009-02-02T04:08:00.000-08:00

I SWEAR I HAVE GOT NO GUTS.
I HAS BEEN PROCASTINATING MY DROPPING SCHOOL OPTION LIKE SHIT.
I DOUBT I CAN THO, IS EITHER I GET ENROLLED TO ANOTHER BLOODY HELL SCHOOL OR WHATEVER LAH.
& I HAVE NO PLANS TO GET ENROLLED INTO ANOTHER SCHOOL FOR O's IF I REALLY DROPPED OUT FROM SCHOOOOOOOOL!

It's hell.
Life's a hell for me.
Nothing has been that promising to me though/ or maybe nothin seems promising to me.
Gimme a choice, i would choose to be a bird, be an ass, be a fish, or whatever, i will never wanna be a human.
God decreeded a life for me to live, but im sorry, i have never ever enjoyed life since 11.10.2007. :\

2008-09-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

can i pretend like nothing ever happened/
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(4) = d.e.a.d

2008-09-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

HELLOzxzxzx,
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GOODBYEzxzxzx.

im sorry, my friend.

Awws, dudes and babes.

2008-09-02T03:55:00.000-07:00

Awfully,
Terribly,
Miserably,
im always alone @ home.
it suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks like whathefuck.
alrights, im always spending my time smsing, talking on the phone. :\\\
pretty bored lah.
but i swear im bringing my mother out for !shopping. (thousand years since i last shopped like crazy)
IM COMING, TOWN.
my two hundred bucks hoodie, <3

2008-09-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

so long since i jumped in that kind of crazy manner (above)
perhaps fufilling it this weekend uhr.
anways, randomly posting.
back soooon! dudes & babes. <3
:) :) :) :)

2008-08-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. :) :) :) :) :)
whatisLOVE, whatisHATE, whatis FRIEND, define it for me, who will know the true definations.
LOL, no point getting emotional here, it's stupid. but i know ( love don't bring ME anywhere)
FAITH, FATE, LOVE, TRUTH.

2008-08-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

awfully felt,
something was like whatttthhhhheeeeef*ckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk/
& i swear i hate youuuuuuu. (DOAB), i would use to describe you lah dey.
don't admit you're one if you don't feel so. -______________-
stupid, closest MIA.
youuu suxxxxxxxxx, leavin me alone, ( alrights, it's not your fault. -.- ) LMAO. im lame.

fine, bad, worst ; this is how things is going on.

SHUYI,
i swear i don't wanna be a dog. :\\ {but you're still my cat. } xB
HAHAHAHAHAHHAH, ily laaaaaahhhhhhhh! cheerup lah girl. :D

BIG HUG FOR MY MOMMY. ( coming down to fetch me everyday)
muaxxxxzxzxzxzxzx :) :) :) :) :) :)
{it's diff for me to tell my mom i love her right in te face, but i do, really do.}

2008-08-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

too hard,
too harsh,
too rough,
& stuffs.
but eventually, inside all this, who knows what really lies in between.
Friend,
in between your laughter, i know nothing can gets better. :\
but i really wonder, did you ever spare a thought for me, who was like so near yet so far,
we seems to drift apart, i no longer felt that close, everything gets further.
we don't talk that much, no longer like before.
awws, you dk how worse it was.
T___________________________________T
I HOPE I COULD TELL YOU HOW DEARLY I WANTED :\\

shit, this is getting nowhere. ):

2008-07-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

schooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool & school & it's stil school )))):
i swear you're so not bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-06-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

(just like elmo and cookie monster; nothing seems so far anymore)

oh well; this blog has been dead for days~ :\
i love my friends; esp YOU(:
you have been that very nice friend; always been with me; you heard my silent scream; my big and crazy laughter; and the very ABNORMAL silence ; but not once were you lost with me within all these; i have to thank God for havin a friend like youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
MADELINELIM also(: {we share good & bad}

i dun have that kind of security anymore ))))))): i dun really know why
i miss my alcohol ; i miss my cigs :\\
stil; alcohol takes me away from my troubles; cigs takes my stress :}
how much peace, silence & joy i have in a day? (idk)

2008-06-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

NO MORE JUVENILE KIDS & STUFFS LE :DD
(it's settled)
& FRIENDS;
im uncontactable for a week or two(:
(i'll contact your asap tho)

(Kenneth;Joe;Shannon;Jerad;Jeff)
i will contact you people asap(:
DON'T WORRY!
i miss & love people who does the same (HAHAHAHAAH!)

2008-05-29T22:34:00.000-07:00

Alrights;
got back my replies from a very juvenile kid: (LOL)
he has an awesome name tho; LOL
wonder why did his parents name him son so tho;
but VERY unfortunately he is illiterate too; i wrote there that 'Tag WITH YOUR NAME BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONE'
& awfully; he does'nt understand(!) `LMAO

so im replying in my big post; giving you the greatest honour in my blog;
I DON'T FEEL LIKE ENTERTAINING JUVENILE KIDS; esp YOU; with backups & stuffs(:
THANKS & get lost ASAP :DDD

PS: DON'T DRAG MY FRIENDS INTO THIS; THEY ARE'NT WRONG; JUST THAT WE DON'T PREFER JUVENILE KID TO A NORMAL KID. :D

2008-05-28T01:08:00.001-07:00

HISTORY REPEATED ITSELF AGAIN
&& im so tired ; why did it took place again?!i took so much of time to get out of th first one; & just not long enough; IT HAPPEN AGAIN; that once again Jesus; im so tired; real tired; i don't feel like going on; that 3years to me now is SO LONG; pardon the three years & end this

2008-05-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

Of Skateboarding & Fever

i wna g SKATE-BOARDING w MADELINE & DONGWEHLEE! =\
im grounded at home to say; i gotcha 40 degrees fever th other day):
&& now i doubt i can go out under the hot SUN, it feels so sad to see an SMS to go skate & yet i COULD'NT :\
im just upset ` so here im with my complaints :D
complaining feels better @ times; i love to complain hur ( i have A friend that dun mind my complaining(: )
& so i complain t HIM/HER most of th TIME x]
thanks hur!(:
VIVIAN came here(:

PS: i miss MADELINE! (LMAO)

2008-05-22T10:34:00.000-07:00

i've always believe in the phrase 'What goes around comes around' is not in that sense that i've just realised; but suddenly; i think i always causes things ard me to change; to disappear. i don't know my presence can change everything(the bad way).
perhaps i've been too stubborn in everything; so much that i've cause people around me to all be in a web & get trap in it. i don't seems to get out of what that i've been in SINCE 11`OCT`2007.
it seems like something that is forever. i hope there is a release off that; im tired but is there a day for me to? (perhaps; 3years later)
im pretty sure everything changes 3years from NOW.

2008-05-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

TWINNE WINIE[:

ilovetwinnies<3

im dead shyt with maths luh ):
quite sad tho

iloveJUSTIN-TIMBERLAKE see this. MADELINELIM

it's 6:13 & vivian is mugging hard for her E.MATHS paper. :D

2008-05-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

i wna go PLAY.club ):
but im just too small for it =\
awws; i hope i can grow up faster.
but things will change when one grow up.
life's hard.
ihatescience. i wna SAY.

2008-05-03T09:38:00.000-07:00

WONGJIAJUN

CRYING IN FRONT OF YOU DOES'NT MEAN IM IN LOVE WITH YOU.

YOU HAPPEN TO BE THERE AND WHAT DID U FCUKIN EXPECT ME TO DO?!

things is impossible; just like the impossible thing that you inflict on ME (it'll never reovers)!

2008-04-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

ihateA-maths la. dying soooooooooooon. maggot subject. oh ya; above is my jiaobin face picture w my cousins. ilovethem la. went muvee-ing w them last month; v. late upload luhr. im looking forward t IRONMAN. im catching it for sure. :]
( i want Ben's & Jerry's )

2008-04-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

playing his toy car =D

super cute lah kenneth's di 3}

two pictures for th day[:
last last week de liao lahr. but lazy upload more. there's dozenzxzxzxzxzx.

although life is shooooo boreeeeeed and deaaaaad. but life just continues w my perfectly dudes.

esp. Madeline! LOVES
;Aaron
;Kenneth
;Sherlyn
;Kenneth's di

that's all; tada (:
loveees~

2008-04-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

im back. im again lost w my life.
my parents r quarrelling like nobody's buisiness.
my curfew ain't over & one more time i will go in. ):
is my life all about this and i cant never go out out it.

} i miss tht times w r togother. );

i hope u can stay as happy as possible. being apart may nt necessary be bad. im sorry but i cant accept this kinda things t continue. i need time and a breakaway is V. IMPORTANT to mi now. =X

2008-03-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

took picture w sis. i love her; although she's lykk young? she can understand people well. she knows when im feeling down; she knows when im angry; she will do sweet lil small things t cheer plp up :}
ii think this problem tt surtace nw is rather dumb; i hope noone gets involved & nobody gets hurts. but things cant really seems t go in that way >_____<
am i to be blamed?
idk lahhs; but i just feel inferior):
i hope everything changes & everybody can stay happy.
those w boifrens t stay sweet.

*i get what i want; i get what i need; but i NEVER get the simplest thing in my life hu all others could*

2008-03-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

i think im tired; real tired; i dun wna continue anymore; if GOD could grant me a wish; i hope for death; just lyk th way JesusCHrist did, dying for sins that i commited and givin up my too tired life. i cant stand it anymore. things are just gettin worst; i DOUBT it will ever turn for the better, T_T

i just hope if life could be better for a second; but it has never been; i feel that im bringing problems; im changing and affectin others' life. sho for what should i continue, it's wayyyy too TIRING.

VIVIAN GIVE UP ON HER LIFE; SHE HAS GOT NO OTHER CHOICE. SHE BELIEVES.

DEATH IS NT MY GREATEST FEAR IN MY LIFE; FRENS ARD ME GETTING HURT IS TERRIBLE; & I DUNT WNA LOSE MY DEAREST. IM AFRAID TO FACE THESE. I RATHER IM THE ONE.

2008-03-13T21:42:00.001-07:00

P.S iloveyou

2008-03-13T08:22:00.000-07:00

i found out that sometimes love reallyy reaallyyy hurts.
& my dear brother; dun b sad; and dont bring eurself to hate cause eu will regret it just lykk ii did in the past.
just a short lil post for my bro and myself ;
we needed reminders in this.
i hope everything get thru.

2008-03-07T19:49:00.000-08:00

ONE WORD FOR TH DAY: fcuk =X
im boreddd.
& someone is making it worse; everything is ust my bloody fault; nothing goes right when im there. but do YOU think that i wan all that. think usin ur brain if u've one.
im not trying to argue w ue; but if u knows the problem is there; cant u just solve it than treating it as if it does'nt exist.
it difficult for both me and uue,
ue're not the only one doing all those stuff; if ue feels that everything is just my fault; & IM SO UNABLE TO HELP; den i will just shudup and heck care evth. im tired; just lykk YOU.

im back for MALAYSIA for Genting. <3>
YYYALCHOHOL MY LOVES; x3333
dudes; wait for YA gifts;
MIA~! x]]
miss mii frens(:

ANW; MY PROGRESS REPORT SUCKS; =\

i realise things go on for us; no matter where and when we're. we'll continue in that way. <3
takcares in there; with love x3